Friday, March 23, 2012

Pray for the WORLD Great Oaks/ Diamond Oaks!

  I wake up always wondering, thinking, hoping, praying, and achieving greater success. Sometimes I get away from certain things just to clear my head. I look around and ask myself, "Lord is this the place that you blessed me in?" A place full of sin and unforgiveness? A place full of lies and absolute horror, murder, and turmoil.

  But yet a place full of temporary peace, love, and sweet words. A place where every song in the world has a story behind it. A place where imperfection exists? With all that I am saying, with all the tears I shed on the inside, with the unforgiving past that keeps coming back to haunt me, for being looked at by so many as a "weird individual", for never having a girl friend for so long because I don't understand them at all but yet they love to stereotype me first and hurt me to the point where I just say, I GIVE UP! I rather focus on my goals instead!

No matter how much I like girls, It will be hard for me to consider a relationship because I of the words that some have said to me in my past. In other words, everyone has skeletons in their closet, everyone has some horrible moment in their past, and the only thing I can do is say Thank you to all for the pain, love, truth, and lies that have taught me to only be a better individual each day. I understand that this post may not make sense at all but just pray for me. Thats all I ask. I love Diamond Oaks and I love to learn. But just because I'm always nice, love to learn, and that I am a very respectable young man, does not mean that I don't cry, get angry, suffer on the inside, deal with confrontations with my own family, and etc.

  I'm human too. I shed blood just like everybody else. I am a black male just trying to become the next success. Is that so wrong? Well, I will continue to pray for everyone in the world and just continue to keep the faith! God bless Diamond Oaks and again, THANK YOU ALL for the accademic and everyday lessons in life!

1 comment:

  1. Remember that EVERYONE has a story to tell. Some are happy, some are sad. Most won't even understand. Never feel you are missing out. I think you're doing just fine! I've learned a lot about you through these blogs.

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